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You make me so confused
My heart feels badly bruised
What’s wrong with me
I’m supposed to be cold
I don’t even know you
but I’m already sold
I think I’m getting weak
or something
it’s frustrating

But when you fall, I will carry you
And if you break, I will make you whole
When you sink, I will dive for you
So take my hand, and I’ll keep you safe

You’ve got me mystified,
Perspective brushed aside
What’s wrong with you
you’re not what I had thought
You’re offbeat, and odd
but I am totally caught
Feeling soft and unresistant
Nothing seems consistent
Solace distant

But when you fall, I will carry you
And if you break, I will make you whole
When you sink, I will dive for you
So take my hand, and I’ll keep you safe

Listen here, little lamb,
Thought you knew who I am?
Got some nerve, playing me!
I’m no toy, you are bound to see!

So quick to berate me
And always let me down
It makes me insane!
Why do I bother
When all you ever do
Is to treat me with disdain!?!

(Never-ending) TRIBULATION
(Accelerating all my) FRUSTRATION
(Imploding senses) MIND ABERRATION
(Then, so superior, acting too unfazed)
You let me fall….

(Somewhere) deep down in my heart…
Aaaaaaaah – I still love you
Aaaaaaaah – I still love you

Unforeseen circumstance
Might provide one more chance…

(instrumental break)

No way this could happen!
Is any of it real?
I can’t comprehend!
After the effort,
The care that I devote,
we come to a wretched end!!!

(You betrayed my) DEDICATION
(Now I wallow in sheer) DESPERATION
(Psyche dissolving) FULL DISSIPATION
(Leaving a purely pathetic display)
Slowly, I crawl…

(Somewhere) deep down in my heart…
Aaaaaaaah – I still love you
Aaaaaaaah – I still love you

There once was a girl who found a spaceship
Rusted and busted, lost on a space trip
inside there was a star, who said, “I’m sad.
I can’t find my mom, she’s all I had!”

Little star, together, you and I
Little star, we’ll search across the sky
Little star, there’s no need to grieve
Little star, I will never leave

They worked with the ship ’til it was ready
Packed up, then launched it, stable and steady
Everywhere were wonders to behold
Games to pass the time, and stories told

Little star, radiant and sweet
Little star, each moment’s a treat
Soaring far, a comet we will ride
Little star, glowing by my side

One night in a dream, the girl saw her mother
She said they’d always love one another
“No matter where you go, together we’ll be
Mother’s here with you, eternally”

Little star said: tell me why you’re sad
Little star: What’s the dream you had?
We’re traveling far; We can make believe
Little star said: I will never leave

The girl and her star, happy as can be
Soon find more star friends and form a family
No longer are they searching, forced to roam
On their little spaceship they’ve made a home

Little star, I wish all this were true
Little star, how i think of you
Little star, are you all alone?
Little star…

Must be made from the same
skin and cells treat me well
Is it me? Is it you?
Is it everyone else?
Can’t deny what’s inside
as I hide in this shell
Cannot see for the trees
can’t connect, can’t be helped
So don’t try
I’ll be fine

Conversations and quips
are just sounds passed through lips
Nothing gained, nothing missed
nothing matters, but

It gets lonely when you’re only human
And I wonder if you even know
How I think of you each day and night, dear
Cannot sleep without the TV on

Chorus:
And although I know you’re not mine
I can still need you
And I hope that you soon find a man
feels the way I do

Every day seems to start
with my heart, not my head
Never knew I’d be blue
now I take it as read
Can’t deny what’s inside
though I try to forget
Peace of mind seems to find
other people instead
Every time
I’ll be fine

So a text or a call
isn’t love after all?
What comes next
after falling for fantasy?

It gets lonely when you’re only human
And I wonder if you even know
How I wish that I was someone else, dear
Cannot sleep until I know you’re home. Alone.

chorus

Though I cannot deny
when the thought comes to mind
of you happily lying by his side
It’s hard not to be blue
to get my head around too
to understand that I’ll never be with you
A mess shared isn’t halved
I’d sooner obsess than starve
They don’t measure success in laughter after all…

chorus

The wayfarer travels there
Through the night and day
he finds his way
Always searches for an answer
Never ends this searching endeavor

In the dark of the night
Only I hear his plight
Only as the rain plunges down
Will he rest his tired feet
‘Cause he’s the wayfarer

The only sound, his steps on the ground
Lonely thoughts swirl round his head
Wishing the waiting would just stop
He walks on through the dusk and dawn

In the dawn’s morning light
He sees a glimmer of a sight
And as the sun parts the clouds
will he smile and carry on
‘Cause he’s the wayfarer
He’s the wayfarer
Always looking always for her

I woke up to find out that something was wrong
The one thing that I had been missing so long
calling you from distant stars
and beyond

And just when I thought I could take it no more
I heard the voice I had been missing before
Calling me from distant stars
on and on

Chorus:
The crashing of planets colliding in space
Searching that feeling, that unusual place
The crashing of planets, those shimmering stars
Sending my message to wherever you are

And just when the darkness surrounded my mind
I started to wonder what I’d left behind
The sun was shining on my face
Breaking through

Chorus

Calling you from distant stars
I can’t save you from where you are

Chorus

Should I tell you stories
Explain the saints, the gods, the demons
of this broken place
Should I tell you how it happened
How I found myself alone
In this falling world

Everything changes..

I should send you away
I should save you from the perils
of this haunted place
I have only begun
to catch myself, no guarantees
I can keep you safe

The shifting world
Spins and spins
Ever righting itself
And there you are
in the center
of how everything changes

Should I tell you how the story ends
the shimmering brilliance of words I can’t say
now the secret’s revealed to me
Then it slips away

Everything changes, nothing dies
Everything is old in a new disguise
Everything’s silent, nothing’s heard
Everything descends in this falling world

Through the reckless wind I heard your voice
Pull me through
Calm in the center of the storm
I found you

Through the swirling darkness of my mind
You saw me, and I knew
There in the center of it all
I found you

It’s only the beginning
and you have just begun to find me
in this hiding place
I can only promise
I will try my best to stay here
In this falling world

The shifting world
Spins and spins
Ever righting itself
And there you are
in the center
of how everything changes

Calm in the center of the storm
I found you
There in the center of it all
I found you

Everything changes, nothing dies
Everything is old in a new disguise
Everything’s silent, nothing’s heard
Everything descends in this falling world

The darkest road I ever walked
seemed to be pretty far
The icy wind forced by t he trees
has frozen my cheek

A troubled face I couldn’t hide
The tears I kept in mind
Prepared to flutter like a new coming moth
Surrounded by the sound of my heavy steps
Never felt silence so loud

Then she came through the sorrow
she wouldn’t leave now nor tomorrow
Just one look and I forgot
Just one kiss and I’m disguised
Forever to stay beside me
Beside me

The road twists into the black forest
A shiver hits me, I’m so rigid
A ray of light between the leaves hits my face

Peering through the insecurity
The doubt I couldn’t deny
Running away from hope
Never to look back

Heartbeats pounding the pain away
Walking towards an empty space
Suddenly faith disappeared
Courage took my breath away

The breeze soughs by and never came back
The song of birds released me
Still running away from the unknown
Where I was headed I did not know
Waking up from a dark nightmare

The green trees and the sun shining bright
Never enjoyed the walk before
Just one look
I never have felt so alive

Heartbeats pounding the pain away
Walking towards an empty space
Suddenly faith disappeared
Courage took my breath away

Then she came through the sorrow,
she wouldn’t leave now nor tomorrow
Just one look and I forgot
Just one kiss and I’m disguised
Forever to stay beside me
Beside me

Do I share my secret?
reveal the darkness I hold?
Bare my damnation
for my lover to behold
Would it frighten her away?
Would her love decay?
If I let loose
the monster within?

I long to taste her sweetness
to drink from her beating heart
The lust for her essence
it is tearing me apart

Every day my hunger grows
with a sickening speed
I wish you would be my

Vampire bride! Forever we’ll be tied
Vampire bride! I want you to be mine
Vampire bride! Always by my side
Vampire bride! My eternal Valentine

My black heart’s divided
paradoxical duality
On one hand my blood thirst
the other one your sensuality

I would damn you eternally
by making you my ally
But I need you my

Vampire bride! Forever we’ll be tied
Vampire bride! I want you to be mine
Vampire bride! Always by my side
Vampire bride! My eternal Valentine

My humanity is lost
Is it worth the cost?
when I let loose
my demon within!

She says that she loves me
yet she doesn’t know
the fiend inside of me
My kiss bears a gift of
eternal damnation
yet she is my heart’s
only salvation

Vampire bride.. Forever we’ll be tied
Vampire bride.. I want you to be mine

Vampire bride! Always by my side
Vampire bride! I want you to be mine
Vampire bride! Aaaaaaaaaah
Vampire bride! My eternal Valentine

this ancient necropolis
is my only bliss
my passion lay here
a sun as gold as Se-ti’s treasure
ruins old as a phoenix feather

if euphoria were a place
my euphoria would be here

these ancient pyramids
stand as they always did
my passion lay here
a life as long as the Blue Nile
spirits play their song all the while

if euphoria were a place
my euphoria would be here

an archaeologist making
his way into a withered
grave to unveil the secret
Triggers the undead masses
below and then Osiris
came out to whisper curses

memories plague his mind
in this place they used to shine
suffering from the blight
death is swift, he took his flight
prisoner of the past
now his soul escapes at last

she was like his own moon
her radiance to him was mesmerizing
even in his own death
her memory is on the horizon

like a nightingale
searching for the song
that only she could sing along
she’ll search for her lost love

he was like her own sun
his life revolving around her eyes
unlike the solar eclipse
love’s light is immune to disguise

like a nightingale
searching for the song
that only she could sing along
she’ll search for her lost love

She finds the text
holds it tight
as she escapes
into the light

this ancient necropolis
is my only bliss
my passion lay here

when euphoria was a place
his euphoria was here